•ρ• Yearnings

The desires grow with you away.
Here I sit and lonely stay.
Your eyes linger in my mind:
So gentle, loving, kind.

•ρ• Passion Lost

The face you once wore I have not seen in a time too long for measure.
The eyes that looked on me with affection and desire are empty and sad.

•ρ• emot

Hate exists as one of the more
Beauteous
Personifications of humanity
In pure essence.

Love is interdependent
Upon the hate
Which lies at the core
Of all human kind.

Passion therefore must
Rely upon the
Unwarranted mixtures of
Hate and Love.

Fear evolves from
The misunderstandings of
The world into
The unrelenting force of Hate.

Lust becomes the
Passion of Love when
Fear feeds the conscience
Of a human mind.

Love exists to tame the Fears
Lust abides for control of Passions
Hate remains to maintain Love
Fear sustains our Lust
Fermented Passion becomes our Hate.

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Insight:

I have a passion for analyzing the psychology of the human mind and lifestyle. I love to go into deep thought on various aspects of what makes us who we are and why we choose to be how or who we have become. Human emotion is one of the greatest and most unique aspects of our existence. This poem is one meagre attempt at analyzing the primal emotional forces of the human mind.

•ρ• You

What will happen to us
When “I Love You” means nothing?

•ρ• Egotistical Vanity

I know you miss my love
You promised to always be true.
I don’t know what to do with you.

•ρ• Soul Mate

I never knew love
Before you entered my life
Will you be my wife?

•ρ• Somebody to Love

They say everybody
Needs somebody to love

•ρ• Wishful Musings

How I wish
I had a car…

•ρ• Hope

Upon gazing into deep brown eyes,
Which on my love’s face do stand,

•ρ• Utopian Femme

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Utopian Femme

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Flames of passion roar
I see my love

•ρ• Petrarchan Convention

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Petrarchan Convention

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Confusion racks his soul
Does she love him? Does he love her?They speak the words
Yet are doomed: eternally apart.

She never calls him
He can’t Ring her… Driven to growling!
He takes it out on others
Or just quietly holds it all in.

“Love! Do you not miss me?
For I miss you when we are apart.
Without you my heart
Is dead and empty.”

“We were meant to be…
Yet so many things are keeping us separate!”
Depression and solitude
Oozes out his ears.

I Hate you!
NO… I Love you… Or do I?
Confusion racks my soul
and the phone never rings…

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Insight:

Written only moments after Fundamental Solitude, this poem continued my train of thought, yet in a slightly different bent. I was really starting to get obsessively impatient in this poem…

•ρ• Fundamental Solitude

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Fundamental Solitude

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The clock ticks: time wasted.
I perch here so alone

•ρ• Bastard

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Bastard

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Born of this wretched Earth,

•ρ• Soul Song

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Soul Song

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Take my heart
And hold on tight.

•ρ• Eternal Desire

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Eternal Desire

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I want you
as my wife.
I want you
for the rest of my life.

•ρ• Not Enuf Time 4 U

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Not Enuf Time 4 U

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I saw you standing there:
Your blue eyes and brown hair
                                        drawing me near.
You looked my way and I,
Feeling my spirit soar high,
                                        turned away in fear.

•ρ• In a Dream

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In a Dream

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I saw you in a dream:
We looked each other in the eye,
And even though it seemed
That we both broke down and cried,

•ρ• Lonely One

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Lonely One

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He  is  alone.
His heart cries out
Yet no one hears.