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How do I live forever?
The memories of things gone by drive me mad at myself
for things I overlooked,
possibilities I forsook for fear of embarrassment,
and the inevitable insecurities I experienced… View full article »


He grins at me with wide bright glows,
Anticipating my next words,
Hoping for a stroke of my hand. View full article »


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What is it that I deserve now?
I am tired and disgusted with the inabilities that are improbable.
Not one thing I have accomplished seems worthy of my invested time. View full article »


The shades of fate flow over my horizon
                                          and I am tarnished.
A darkness rages within me and can not be sated anymore.
The loss of hope is the most sacred of all disasters
                                          a man can face.
I have been on my own for far too long. View full article »


What is life?
Dancing fingers find the fate
that will drink my future away
for the now that awaits me. View full article »


My emotional platform is cracked and weathered.
I sleep very little anymore but that is not the cause.
Frazzled nerves and hasty frustrations are my state.
Precariously I find myself filled with even more hate than ever before. View full article »


I can’t stop…
People try to hold me down
When my world is about to break,
My mind is about to burst,
These thoughts and words build up inside.

I must trickle them out like sun-tea from the pitcher that is my mind.
I need the freedom to move around,
View my perspectives from another angle,
But the world is always trying to hold me down.
I can’t stop!

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What is my mind worth to you?

Do you share the thoughts within?

Can you imagine the pains I have suffered?

Or the wonders I have experienced? View full article »


Stillness.
A moment of nothingness becomes me.
Eager anxiety shudders within my being.
What should I do with my time?
Everything I can do here has been done now. View full article »


Look toward the sun
When you are cold.
Peer at the brightest star
And close your eyes. View full article »


The emptiness of solitude confines my mind.
Dim lights highlight my self.
Itching scalp calls for a scratch.
The tender pains of life remind me that I live. View full article »


WARNING: This poem includes explicit sexual references which will offend sensitive readers. If you are under 17 years of age or easily take offense at open discussions about violence, adult language, and extreme sexual references, please do not click the “View full article” link below. For more information, please refer to the “tags” listed below…

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Why do I bother any more with this?
Like an old time lover who wants a kiss,
My heart is bored with it all
The world has dried out
And the future will never be missed.

Time means naught to the past
It has all gone by way too fast
The future is the belly fart of history
Humanity the fecal mass all brown
I am about to flush it all down!


WARNING: This poem includes adult language which will offend sensitive readers. If you are under 17 years of age or easily take offense at open discussions about violence, adult language, and sexual references, please do not click the “View full article” link below.

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The desires grow with you away.
Here I sit and lonely stay.
Your eyes linger in my mind:
So gentle, loving, kind. View full article »


A dream – but for only to sleep - as the sun falls from sight,
Casting rays of life-giving light up to the clouds and sky
While the great green trees become blackened within shadows,
And the balance is maintained. View full article »


Trepidation
Within my soul,
Worrisome thoughts
Want to take control.
My mind astir
In aggravation;
I have so many
Expectations. View full article »


innovations illuminate my pathetic lifestyle
online gaming and chatting ruffle my curt attitude
gibberish more please blah blah blahs forever. View full article »


Another year passes
burning falling ashes
drop to the floor
from the fire-proof door
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Diablo II: Lord of Destruction

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overnight insomnia
plague of sleepless-ness
brain cells die
electrons fly
into my eye
and i cry View full article »